Saturday, September 12, 2009

Frustrations & Expectations

It's yet another day as i lie awake as frustration washes over me
My mind overworked for what? i am unsure
But i know i need to break fro this cycle i endure

It took a while for me to realize that
Ties have always been a hindrance
& yet i rejoice like its the nectar of life
Foolishly letting it distract me
from the path to my prime goal
Like a drug.. it's after effects ghastly
Always makes me repent for my absurd obsessions
& as each day passes I feel I am farther away from my destination

Everyday is the same
& I am unable to break away
from the everyday flow
as i am pushed along the tide

the need to be freed from the grasp of the ordinary
Leaves me helpless as i am not yet reasy
to come out of my cocoon
& venture out into the real worls
&become the person who I truly am &conquer my dreams

I have never been able to express the conceptions
about the person who i truly long to be
So i try to do so njow...
So i may peacefully fall asleep
& put my mind to rest

All that i would like to do is
& help those in need
Make this world a better place
Touch everyone's life in a positive way
& Leave a mark on this society
Before I fade away...

Leave Me In Peace

A million reasons to cry
while i make a wish to die
I sit in a crowd but all aloe
In the process of breaking all ties

Tears flowing down my cheeks
A heavy burden settling in me
People bitching about each other
Even if we are a family

Leave me in peace
Let me enter a world of glee
Where all sorrows &troubles flee
Leave me in peace

Problems is all they have
Which i cannot share
Murder me! for all i care
Cause life's turning into a nightmare

Loved one's drowning in their own miseries
Suffering in silence am i
Clueless as what to do next

A cold war,it's too much to bear
It's all a show,they really dont care
Even is it's my heart they actualy tear

Leave me in peace
Let me go to the world thats free
Where all sorrows turn into glee
Leave me in peace

Is there a worls where families dont break?
for silly little reasons?
Families take a long time to make
Trust,respect &love do not come easy
I hope they realize this
For their own sake!

Trust no one,please dont
Cause when they leave
It pains a lot
It leave marks
That never heals
So try your best to
Turn your heart to steel


If this is not possible
I again say
Leave me in oeace
Even is there is'nt a world thats free
I dont want any sorrow or glee
Just,leave me in peace