Saturday, September 12, 2009

Frustrations & Expectations

It's yet another day as i lie awake as frustration washes over me
My mind overworked for what? i am unsure
But i know i need to break fro this cycle i endure

It took a while for me to realize that
Ties have always been a hindrance
& yet i rejoice like its the nectar of life
Foolishly letting it distract me
from the path to my prime goal
Like a drug.. it's after effects ghastly
Always makes me repent for my absurd obsessions
& as each day passes I feel I am farther away from my destination

Everyday is the same
& I am unable to break away
from the everyday flow
as i am pushed along the tide

the need to be freed from the grasp of the ordinary
Leaves me helpless as i am not yet reasy
to come out of my cocoon
& venture out into the real worls
&become the person who I truly am &conquer my dreams

I have never been able to express the conceptions
about the person who i truly long to be
So i try to do so njow...
So i may peacefully fall asleep
& put my mind to rest

All that i would like to do is
& help those in need
Make this world a better place
Touch everyone's life in a positive way
& Leave a mark on this society
Before I fade away...

2 comments:

Madhav said...

nice one... keep it up..

Karthi Guru said...

nice yami .... but u have said ties have always been hinderance.is it always o at times ?